You Cry, You Laugh, You Embarrass Yourself!

We have all the things in life that we want to change.
Our relationships, our finances, our energy levels, our stress, our weight, our self esteem, our fears!
Today, I sat down and thought of changing everything I want to change in my life.
I was too stressed.
So I thought of a thought!
This is Life!
People will screw you over. You'll fight with your family. You'll witness things that will change you forever. You'll lose best friends you thought would always be there. You'll come to realize everyone has a past.
You'll cry, You'll laugh, You'll embarrass yourself.
But then, you'll find your moment!
As you all know , I analyze things too much :P
 I examined my life!
1. Distractions, that keeps me away from the special moments.
Now, paying attention to those little things, the conversation, the laughter(if you know my laughter),the togetherness!
Moments with my loved ones, though I love to fight with them :)
Feeling loved :)
2. Busy Bee.
I am not that busy that I can't afford  few minutes of sanity.
When I spend time with myself, I discover the most amazing things.
Here we go,
I wish I could have told these things to myself some years ago.
(a) Stop spending too much time on the stupid opinions of stupid jealous people.
I am learning not to freak out on little things.
(b) What's important is to be kind to people.
(c) One of those absolute truths of life is that people will one day forget what you said, what you did.
(d) It's sometimes okay not to be okay.
It's okay to have a broken heart or hurt feelings or to be anxious or nervous.
It's just a sad part of the story, It's not the end.
The story is about the fairy tale stuff, a wonderful one!
(e) Enjoy the Life.Life is short. Let's live it fully.
I am in the joy I find in lazy sundays.
(f) People come and go.Some are meant to stay, some are not.
(g) Being Independent.It's better to be alone than with negative people around. Let's not rely, because at the end you only have yourself to fall back on.

3. Negative thinking.
Lets focus on good, and be grateful. Counting my blessings, I don't have time for the negatives.
4.The needless drama around.
Walked away from the nonsense drama and happy!
5.Comparison.
You know, I am the best. You can't compare the best.
6.Thinking about who I was and what I had in the past.
I am not the same person anymore, Everyone grows, so did I. That's Life.
7. Worried about the mistakes made.
I am a human being, that's all i can say!
8. Peace.
Can't find peace by avoiding it. Let's deal with it. :)

There are far better things ahead than you can imagine. Grab a BEER! :D

P.S- At sometime, You have just got to jump. You have to quit being scared of "maybe's" and "What-if's" and just fucking jump! :D

Happy Birthday to my Brother, who turns 17 today! :)

I have debated all morning long about writing this post. I have so many feelings of love and gratitude for my younger brother, I am not sure if I can convey what I actually want to, but i'll give it a try!
Happy Birthday Brother!
Guess who loves you?
Your Sister! Have a wonderful Birthday! I know you are having a Blast on my money! But It's okay for today! :D
I'm not exactly sure when you grew up but I see that you have all the strength and humor that it takes to be a good human being.
I don't know how it happened but you turned 17! It seems like only yesterday that you were tiny enough to hold.
You have stood by me and with me in so many different ways throughout the years.
From making sure If I am back in the house after sneaking out and asking me on many disasters I have put myself through.
And my reply would be " to just shut up and do your work! Don't try to be my elder brother! I'm the elder one, always remember that!"
And you know what?
I'm lucky to have you, I'm grateful :)

So, You're finally turning into a mature man. Now you understand how annoying you were?:P

I remember the time how excited I was when you were born after months!
You Fat Ass! You took the heart of everyone in the family, bloody took all the attention from me..
But, I'm glad Mom and Dad didn't listen to me when I said to return you from wherever you have come from or send you back to the hospital atleast!
I never could have made my childhood without you!
I remember the time when you fall off the balcony because you saw something, may be, an alien? :P
And also, I never forget this, a picture is moving in my head while I am writing this! alright..continuing..
When I use to stand outside your class in primary school and waiting with those heavy bags on my little shoulders,for your class to end so that we can go back home together because I was responsible for whatever happens to you, because I am the elder one! I mean what the? :Phuhh..
That moment when we laugh on the inside family jokes, when no one knows What's going on? :D
I love you more than you know. You have grown into an amazing young man, because you shave now :P
A brother like you deserves the best!
And see how blessed you are? I am your sister!
I love how we don't need to say, that I'm your favorite sister!
You know how difficult it is to shut me up..so here's some more!
1.I still remember I gifted you a chocolate and a remote control car on you Birthday, because at the end I knew you're going to share that with me and eventually the car would me mine, because I was fond of cars more than Barbie Dolls! :P

2. This is about the time when we were kids and I hated to tag you along with me when I went out to play, because you were a kid and a responsibility, so I would lock you up at house. I was EVIL.

3. The time when there use to be no electricity and we had no inverters at home.We use to lit up a candle and sit on the door step, hand in hand, waiting for mom and dad to come and save us, thinking that there is someone else in the house. LOL
The two darpoks!

4. And the time, when nobody was home, except you ,me and twinkle (our cousin), I got my right hand fractured because of my over confidence, You cried more than ME!

5. You were the most talented brother because you would help me study! I know, it's funny, but whenever I studied, I made you sit beside me and tell you all the stories of history and geography. (now you understand Why I flunked in History? :P)
And you took interest in all that crap and one day, you grew up and stopped listening.

6.We both loved watching Cartoons. And also you made fall in love with spinach Because of Popeye!
Remember? That's so raven, Zack and Cody? I miss them because We watched  these shows together!

7. We've had so many wrestling matches on our bed when as a rule, I use to won, because I am the elder one. And when you grew up, we stopped those matches!

8. Long time! I haven't read your private messages and chats! LOL But I am always shocked to see that you write such wonderful things to girls, and then you say, We're just friends! :P

You know what? I wanna growwwwww upppp once againnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
So! Happy Birthday my little brother!
AND!
LISTEN!
Do me a favor!
Please pretend that you're reading something really touching.
Maybe, even wipe away a tear and then call me and say , It was Beautiful and you didn't expected this! :)

P.S-- Happy Birthday to the world's most wonderful brother.. :) God Bless you!
P.S.S-- Dear Brother, Do text me some good things about the blog, if you want more money! :)

The Bad World Out There.. Lets Spark it!

I found that this Bloody world has the worst cases of fear. I din't knew about any other world, I use to be in my own world!
Anytime, you turn on the T.V, something bad must be coming up anywhere! And parents go all out in doubling up the protection. Children are constantly over protected from the world.. from germs, from strangers, from sexual attackers, at every corner.
Everyone is out to get you. We just see every possibility for something bad to happen and try to prevent. isn't it?
I am one of those glowing, blond people that wants everyone to believe that this world is a beautiful place to live. I want you to look at the world, look at the trees, look at the sky, look at the stars and see how great and amazing everything is! I mean to say that everyone has some good in them, that if we look deep enough, we can see how glorious every freaking soul is and at the end of the day we all deserve icecreams just for existing.
But, we can't deny the fact that,
The world is horrible, ugly and a disgusting place. Not only that, it's getting worse.
In all the time nothing absolutely terrible happened to me. I have never been robbed or beaten or tortured or anything like that..
Oh..while writing I just recalled one incident that took me to the days, when I started college! A biker snatched my handbag. Everybody in the market watched the show. Complete shock! I don't know what came in my mind and I just sat in the auto passing by and told him to follow that route.
And Guess What?
I caught him on the next Red Light! I was thrilled. I still have that bag with me. :D
I took the keys out and slapped him twice, called the police, though the 100 number did not worked, you must be knowing why? Whatever, I called the PCR.
Shit Happens!
Some people call it luck. But where I come from, the saying is : Every Man makes his own luck.. and Woman too! :D
So It's all about the EFFORT!
All of a sudden I was starting to have this positive view.. Rather than fooling yourself .. Deal with it!
Darkness is not everywhere! Rather than causing depression,lead a happy life. Just because there are few bad people out there doesn't mean everyone is out to get you!
I'm alert of what's happening around. I'm a little doubtful at first if a stranger is being too helpful.
It's not fear. It's being careful and looking at the world logically while keeping an open mind and being positive.
We should make ourselves stronger to be able to seperate the evil from the good.
The world may not be good, but come Let you and me spark the world! :)

P.S- I am not going to ruin my sunday watching News next time!
P.S.S-- My brother just asked me the topic for the blog and adviced me to write something on mosquitoes,a funeral speech, huhh..there gonna die today! He's on with the HIT Spray!