Life as I see it...

There are days when what I want in life gets confused: it gets blurred over by distractions.
And there are moments in life when everything's on track! Moments in the middle of the life, the madness of life!
And I think we all need moments when we can  scream at the top of our lungs over the noise that surrounds us. So goes the cry of every human being on this Earth, not satisfied with all that passes, but always seeking in what is in front of us what will last forever!
We all have moments of freaking out!
That's why I decided that today's post would be something strange! I really don't know right now if I am making sense?
When everything gets heavy, we all need something unpredictable!
Well, as I am in a bad mood.. I predict something magical to happen! Something like whatever!
Something like..
A movie outing? A yummilicious roof top dinner? I wish I could meet my lovely sister now. I know it's late night! That's why i said magical Freako!
Alright! forget about magical predictions!
Here are some bloody truths about me, that can freak anybody's mind!

1. As a kid, I used to be terrified of crossing bridges, I wonder if in another life I had died in a drowning accident after falling off a bridge!

2.This is more of a confession. One day during my 6th grade, I prank-called a number and talk shit. I use to do this a lot of times when I use to be home alone. But that day, a lady who answered told me she DID have a caller ID and she would call the police. I Cried.
Chill. Nothing happened. These caller ID's took all the fun out of my childhood or what the? :/

3.I am also obssessed with the colour Blue. I don't know it attracts me or what?
As a child , I used to refuse to sit on anything but a blue chair at school.

4. My Birthday is on Jan 16th, I am a capricorn. So I am Direct and truth telling in all my interactions. Accepting the fact that I'm a psycho, It's really easy for me to get to the point.

5. I love coffee, coke, Tea and Beer. Not in that order. But you know what I mean.

6. I do not like talking on the phone. Just not one of the favorite things. But there are exceptions.

7.I love sunsets and flowers.

8. Crowds and large gatherings bring out my emotions and I'll often get teary for no real reasons.

9. I can't do that thing where you put your fingers in your mouth and whistle through them. I have tried and I just don't get it. Cool thing though.

10. I was terrified to start a blog out of feAR of faliure. I use to be scared to try new things because of other people being better than me.
But then I realized there will always be someone better or more talented out there, so that doesn't have to stop me from achieving my passion.

11. Somedays are real wierd! It feels wierd!

12. I love psychos!
 They are generally good- hearted people.
Christina! One of my psycho friend! She just messaged! " Send me a recording of your loving blunder laughter, I'm missing it"
Can you believe that??
Ohh MAN! I wish I could post all the recordings out here! She just changed my bloody mood!

Now what I realize is that we just need to change the story in the head to change the mood.
Thanks Christina! You're a Darling! :)

P.S -- I m grateful for my crazy, psycho, insane and just totally messed up friends, because normal people scare the crap out of me!
P.S.S -- Sometimes, I love to make absolutely no sense! ;)