At some point in my Life, there was nothing more desirable than being single. There was a mental blockage, a wall preventing to fall in love.
But then there was a bubbling in my blood when I met this Man, I could feel my every nerve that I never studied in Biology. I fell in love in front of my family. My family was around. His family was around and we both creeps fell in love with each other. I was suffering from helpless imagination.
The eyes were the windows to his soul. I loved his mysterious eyes.
I warned this lovely Man saying I am falling in Love with you.
I am a kind of a woman who has enough confidence to no longer feel the need to justify what I eat , whom I date or What I wear.
I have a best friend who is like a sister. And I am happy with my Life.
I have a hobby that has nothing to do with drinking or shopping. I love my time. I can pamper myself and I realized Self-dates were much better. I do whatever and whenever.
I am a woman who is difficult and stubborn and full of questions. I am hard to pin down.Confusing.Contradictory. Maybe a pain in the goddamn ass. I am a woman who will drive you crazy. I am the kind of woman who will leave you thinking.
It's a warning and not a compliment. I explained a little more and he says,"Will you shut up?" I Love You!
The point from where it all changed, the holding hands. One day, this man holding my hands made me this commitment that he will be with me forever no matter what. The charm of holding hands for the first time was terrible and nice, both. LOL
I think I need to tell this to the Man of my Life.
So Love,
The whole world seems different now. When I look at you, I see more than love. I see my Life.
Sometimes the best things in Life are free. Nothing beats that.
I am not sure how you notice all my little things nobody ever noticed. I love that, despite your inability to know just how screwed up I am, you love me anyway. When I cry, sometimes for reasons I can't explain, you are still there for me. And there are very ugly moments that most people don't see. It's an invisible illness or mood swings maybe.
I cry and I am angry and I become childish. I get frustrated that I have to deal with this and I feel bad and I tell you that it's all too much to handle.
You love me in the ugly moments and that's the most beautiful thing about you.
This scares me and excites me in equal measures.
I had a belief there is a moment when a person truly connects with the other through the soul. It may be the spiritual junkie in me but I believe in the flow of energy. I can feel the positive energy in You.
It's the simple things in Life that attracts me the most when at a certain age it is realized that giving is more rewarding than receiving.
One thing I have learned from my parent's marriage and maybe various life experiences is maybe a question that what we can give to the person we love when they magically turn up in our lives instead of demanding things. Because actually things will remain things and are not important.
It's time to think beyond.
I was the one who fought harder, laughed louder, smiled wider and loved most. I have always been loved. This time I thought I will be the person who will love you more than you do. And you still beat me with one second! LOL
You know? You don't have to agree with me when I talk shit when I am angry.
I can't promise that I will Love you like an epic story because most of the things I know about love come from novels. And you know what exactly happens there.
So don't expect me to kiss you in the rain on the road.
But Love,
I will kiss you when you're sick, when you're upset and whenever! I will still hold your hand in public and will tell you I Love You when you forget.
I Love You for our first kiss, we were watching some terrible movie that I told you would love and we hated it. Shit happens!
My breath got heavy and my hands began to shake. We both knew it was going to happen. Before I could think Like what? Like Really??
Your Lips were on mine and you were kissing me like you would never kiss anyone else ever again.
I still remember the long drive and how you put your seat belt and how you stop at red lights even if it's a lonely road. At that time I felt as if we are waiting on this lonely road for a witch to knock the window and ask "What's up people?"
Terrible feeling.
The visits, the sight-seeing, a budding romance and plans for the future. Phew!
I love watching you when you laugh.Yeah. I mean the real laughter. I feel just amazing.
I always go crazy about my weight but I just want to look good for you. I feel the change in myself.
I can be very jealous if you eye someone else who is skinnier.
The late night/early morning conversations and the sweaty holding hands are etched in my head and All I ever think about is how I want to waste all my time with you. haha
I fell in love with you in a short time. You've left a deep enough mark for me to wait for you to live this amazing life beautifully.
Hoping for the best. Wait for me because I want nothing other than you! :)
P.S- Love is in the air!
If you wanna break my heart, I am gonna let you do that. There's so much love. :)
P.S.S- One beer down LOL
