Coffee and Cigarettes! Now That's a Combination!

A cigarette is a pipe with a fire at one end and a fool at the other. I think it's the kind of infatuation that completely blindsides, like a slap across the face from a teacher that sobers you straight up when you're caught wandering aimlessly out of the window.
I have seen all sophisticated proud chain smokers and their weird entertaining conversations and their feeling towards smoking.
In Parties, you can see all youth in front of the doors , in balconies and terraces smoking as if there is nothing else in their Life.
Coffee and Cigarettes! Now That's a Combination.
Strong Taste! I must say.
You have this dry taste of the cigarette in your mouth and then you add the strong thick black coffee to it.
All you Creatures feel that reduces stress. Oh ya?
What a balance of Dark Taste?!?!?!
You think of it every hour to just get out of the situation and smoke. And when you step out ,that moment when you take the first kasshh, you try take control of your Life, you try to wrap your brain around your feelings.
You feel strong about yourself. Life seems so much better. Yeah?
This feeling-- ******* duniadaari!
The moment you're busy again, you think of it again. WoW!
You look at the time. And you wait for that moment again.
While smoking, this time you may be wondering what you did to deserve this Life. Or may be thinking of that special person's existence in your Life regardless how much work you're left with.
Sometimes you'd just walk down on the road smoking all the way.
You really enjoy your free time watching movies/cricket matches with your smoky love that harms you inside out.
You don't mind holding it all day.
The overwhelming sense of resistance encounters you. You people are so good at being alone. You tell yourself there's nothing more desirable than this. Which in real is a waste of time and money.
And that thing stays beneath your chest.
The next day you woke up, you panic and look for your only love. Coz people around you have left you alone. There is no one available for you anymore. You and your cigarette! And You don't even care.
There is a bubbling in your blood. You slept for 8 hours? So you look up for it. And then you breathe better.
You smoke. Yet it feels like you've never done it before and it somehow doesn't bore you. You'll try to keep this in between your Lips a little more this time. That smoke is filling your body. You are overwhelmed by the urge to never let go and then you release it in the other moment.
I know, you people are enough confident to no longer feel the need to justify why you smoke. Because you are an adult. You can smoke. You can do whatever you want to.
You people really need to know the meaning of being an Adult.
Fully aware of the side effects you go on and on and on. The same behavior pattern that follows every smoker- I don't care!
The stupid part is when someone bothers you to not smoke and gives you lectures, a part of you feels like reaching out again there.
Smoking changes mood?
LOL
You cheat yourself with drugs. Reality won't ever change for you people. Selfish. The word is Poison.
Well, it is a slow suicide and a sin too.
You people believe in God? Believe in bad things happen to bad people, good things happen to good people? ya? When your child smokes? You say no?
Do you all not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you.
You all believe God is inside us, inside everybody! You destroy your body, your Life yourself.
Smoking is clearly harmful and that itself makes it a sin. The smoker opens the door to the spirit of self destruction and commits slow-suicide. The Heart and Blood are affected.
The eyes and nasal passages are inflamed and burned.The respiratory system easily falls prey to asthma.
About half of Cigarette smokers die of tobacco related disease and lose on average 14 years of Life.
You people don't care. Right?
Remember this.
You'll be broke like a bad dream. You'l be left with scars and wounds and pain and what not!
When your hands will not be in a state to lit up that cigarette. Then you will realize that empty space in your room. You will be a stranger to your Life and to your own existence.
You were loved. You were told the right path.
You'll be Numb.
The world told you to distract yourself. But you did not care.
With this kind of Brokenness, there will be no loved one around to care for you.
Mercy#
The Lord loves the Broken in heart, who draw close to him in their brokenness.

And guess what?

You are still not sure you wouldn't do it all over again.
Anyway, at a certain age, you will be forced to push this out of your Head and Heart.
You will surrender. You will Die.
Not even a peaceful death.

What a burden! Why did you even bother to be on Earth?
What a waste of Life!

You are not C.S Lewis!
Quit Smoking. Life is really Beautiful :)


P.S.- Sometimes I just want someone to hug me and say, I know it's hard. You're going to be okay. Here is chocolate and 7 million Dollars. ;)